I flock to you

I flock to you,

My wings take flight, 

I lose my fight,

I flock to you. 

Throw myself away,

Try to fly to a new place,

But when I arrive,

My tired eyes, 

They land on you

Suddenly I realise

I’ve just flown in circles

For days on end

I fly in circles, 

In loops, I bend round the bend.

Tickled by cold air

Frozen my eyes stare

At the spot that you last were

I was waiting for you to come back

For you to return.

I fear I stay near to what you want

(Even if that thing is not what I become)

I stay still, stay near to your constant hums.

In Winter it seems I seek an eternal Summer,

Where the trees blossom, the air hot and free,

Everything right, my feelings all comfy,

With no moisture, no dew

But instead, I flock to you,

So my tears wet the room,

I hope the hurt you give will warm me up,

Hope the pain you inflict will turn to love.

Oh, I flock to you,

And it seems, I always do.